
He had the saddest eyes she’d ever seen, and the sexiest smile this side
of the Rio Grande.
Considering
Josie Quinn was in a small honky-tonk in Texas, ‘this side of the Rio Grande"
covered a passel of ground, but she had no doubt this cowboy would have
no trouble hanging onto the title. Heck, she’d give him the sexiest-smile-ever
title. She’d certainly never seen one that made her tummy flutter
more.
She moved to the beat of the music with him, the noise of the honky-tonk
throbbing around her, the thrill of sexual awareness thrumming through
her. With his broad shoulders, lean hips and that killer smile, the
man sent sparkling bubbles shimmering over her every feminine nerve.
A welcome diversion from the panic that had chased her into the bar in
the first place.
He held his hand up, her fingers entwined in his, and twirled her from
him.
She spun away until she hit the end of their extended arms, the sound of
bass guitars vibrating beneath her feet, the twang of the steel guitar
singing in her ears.
He tugged her back, his cowboy hat tipped low, his big silver buckle glinting
in the dim light.
She danced back into his arms, his look heating her from the inside out,
the sadness lurking in the back of his eyes touching a chord deep within
her. They’d sat at the bar for half an hour before they’d wandered
out to dance. During that time they’d talked about the Texas heat,
the music and a dozen other generic subjects. Now she wanted to know
about him.
She flicked one of the pearl snaps on his shirt. “So tell me, cowboy,
do these fancy Western clothes mean you’re the real deal? Or are
they just your let’s-go-dancing-and-impress-the-girls duds?”
One corner of his smile hitched wryly. “I’m the real deal, darling’.”
“An honest-to-goodness cowboy, huh?”
“Honest-to-goodness.”
Considering her current predicament, she didn’t know if that was good or
bad. But she wasn’t surprised by the answer. He had calluses
on his hands, his skin was deeply tanned and his muscles didn’t look as
though they’d been built in a gym. He looked as if he spent his days
under the hot Texas sun wrestling cows and sitting in the saddle.
She leaned in close again, enjoying the feel of that work-hardened body.
“Do you work nearby?”
“Nope.”
“Live nearby?”
“Nope.”
She chuckled. “Do you have a thing about talking about yourself?
Or are you just short on words?”
He shrugged through the next step. “I might spend my days pushing
cattle, but that doesn’t mean I share their IQ. I get a pretty filly
on my arm, the last thing I’m gonna do is bore her with talk about me.
Tell me something about you.”
There was more here than a cowboy not wanting to bore a lady. It
seemed clear he didn’t want to talk about himself. She studied
him for a moment, debating whether or not to push. The shadows in
his eyes convinced her to let it be. Getting personal might make
him think about things he’d rather not. Things he’d possibly come
to this bar to forget. Something she understood. “So what do
you want to know?”
He thought for a moment, his expression turning playful. “Tell me
your three most favorite things in the world?”
That was easy. Chasing fresh powder with her three best friends,
Crissy, Mattie and Nell. The nights they stayed up together solving
the world’s problems––and sometimes their own. The fund-raisers she
and those girls put on as the Alpine Angels, helping people with big medical
problems and no medical insurance.
But she couldn’t say that. Because right now, she feared all that
was about to disappear. A fresh wave of panic washed through her,
but she pushed it away. She’d come into this bar to forget, too.
And with electricity crackling between her and the cowboy like heat lightning
gone wild, there was certainly more appealing things to think about.
“Let’s see, my three favorite things are... Old cars. Good
movies. And...” She shot him an impish grin. “Dancing
with handsome cowboys.”
He shook his head, chuckling. “Forget the stroke-the-cowboy’s-ego
thing, let’s talk about those cars. What kind of old cars do you
like?”
So he liked old cars. She smiled. “Well, you have to appreciate
the old and grand. The Deusenbergs, Cords and Auburns. And
the obscure. The tuckers and the Bugattis. But the more acquirble
are nice, too. You gotta love a ‘59 Caddy.”
“Convertible or hardtop?”
Her smile got a little wider. This was a man who obviously had a
preference. “Convertible. Absolutely.”
He laughed, the sadness in his eyes almost disappearing as he looked down
at her. “The only way to go. Wind in your hair, leather under
your butt, highway flying by and nothing but pure style wrapped around
you. Beauty, speed and freedom.”
Yes. That’s just how she imagined she’d feel flying down the highway
in her dream Cadillac. But she had to laugh. “Shouldn’t
you be describing your horse?”
He shook his head. “My horse has his place. On the range with
the sun coming up and a herd of cows stretching toward the horizon, he’s
the best tool, a soothing mod of transportation––and a good friend, too.
But when it comes to the perfect ride and good times, the Caddy’s damned
hard to beat.”
Didn’t she know it. But the fact that he knew it was even better.
“So what color is this Caddy?” His eyes twinkled as he led her around
the dance floor. “Pink, I suppose.”
“Is there any other color?”
“If there’s a pretty blonde at the wheel, I think pink’s a prerequisite.
Then again, if your handsome cowboy is driving, fire-engine red with ivory
interior comes to mind.” He spun her away again, then gave her a
gentle tug back.
The world sparkled as she twirled back into his arms. “Okay, I might
concede that, it’s a bit pimpy, but––”
“Pimpy. Bite your tongue, woman. The word is flashy––with
a touch of class.”
She laughed. “Maybe. But let’s face it, in my fantasies, the
blonde’s driving, so pink it is.”
He shook his head, smiling. “Okay, the blonde’s driving. What
movie is she going to?”
“Something with lots of action and manly heroes.” She waggled a brow.
“The terminator. The Wind Talkers. X-Men.”
“Thumbs up to the metal man and Native Americans, but how manly can a hero
named Wolverine be?” Devilry sparkled in his eyes.
He was teasing her. And she loved it. It made her feel warm
and alive and...wanted. Something she hadn’t felt much of lately.
He led her through the other dancing couples, his thighs brushing hers,
his arms keeping her close. “How does Miss Cadillac feel about epics?
Only the ones with manly heroes, of course.”
“Hey, Lord of the Rings, Braveheart, I’m there.”
He settled his hands at her hips, moving them in seductive cadence with
his own.
Man, he felt good. All hard muscle and male heat.
He cocked his head to the side, watching her, his expression as hot as
the surface of the sun. “So epics are in. How does she feel
about drive-ins?”
Her pulse jumped into overdrive. “Drive-ins? Now those are
hard to find these days. But when one’s around and the night is hot,
parking in the back with the top down and the right man has a certain appeal.”
That sexy grin flashed again. “Just the answer I’d expect from a
lady driving a pink Caddy.” And the glint in his eyes said it was
exactly the answer he’d wanted. Rocking her hips with his, he peered
at her from beneath the brim of his tan, well-worn cowboy hat.
Desire and need and something less definable––but more powerful––slid through
her. Since the moment she’d walked into the bar and their gazes had
met, she’d been captivated. Whether by his smile or those sad eyes
she couldn’t say, but she’d never flet so connected to a man before.
She’d certainly never felt such heat.
She ran her hands down his arms, savoring the hardness of muscle, the sharp
contrast between male and female. She couldn’t believe the energy
that surged between them. It was so strong it felt as if there was
something cosmic at work. The universe bringing soul mates together.
Yeah, right. Cosmic intervention only happened in fairy tales.
And her life had never been a fairy tale. But that didn’t mean something
wasn’t happening here. Something more than alcohol and hormones.
She probed a little deper. “So tell me, what is a handsome cowboy
like you doing alone in a crowded honky-tonk on Saturday night?”
He ran a finger down her arm. “I’m not alone.”
“You were alone when I walked in.”
He looked away from her, his gaze skating over her head to a place much
bleaker than the honky-tonk they were in now. “Being alone has its
place sometimes.”
She studied his face, the grim turn of his lips, the shadows in his eyes.
“Maybe. But that doesn’t mean it’s fun.”
“No.” His lips twisted wryly. “More often than not it’s damned
lonely.”
“Poor cowboy. She knew all about the cold, hollow grip of loneliness.
She’d grown up steeped in it. Was afraid it was once again about
to invade her life. Is that the pull she felt between them?
The instinctive recognition of kindred souls?
Maybe. Maybe not. All she knew was that she couldn’t stand the sadness
in his eyes. She stretched up on her toes and kissed him, her lips
brushing over his.
It was a simple kiss, a comforting kiss.
He drank it in and initiated one of his own.
But there wasn’t anything simple about his kiss. The sexual energy
that had been smoldering between them caught fire and took off like a brush
fire in a windstorm.
She opened her mouth beneath his. He tasted like Jack Daniels and
hot male.
Intoxicating.
Tantalizing.
She leaned into him. She wanted to feel him. All of him.
He pulled her closer, the hard planes of his body molding to her softer
ones, his tongue stroking hers.
The cold wall of loneliness that was sneaking into the periphery of her
own life warmed, heated...disappeared. She savored the feel of him
against her, the amazing buzz that hummed between them.
He pulled his lips from hers and stared down at her, his eyes dilated,
his breathing short and hard. His gaze flicked to the right.
She followed it.
A wide staircase led up to a second level, no doubt to a bank of rentable
rooms. Heat poured through her. She knew what he was thinking.
Knew he was wondering if they should go up those stairs together.
Should they?
She’d rushed into men’s beds before and been hurt. Left alone.
She stared up at the cowboy, at the shaggy dark-brown hair that peeked
out from beneath his hat, at his sad eyes and sexy smile. She felt
the connection humming between them, a connection that seemed to go so
much deeper than sexual attraction. She knew it was silly to believe
the universe had brought her here to meet this man. And yet, it felt
that way.
She took hold of her hopelessly romantic heart and tried to make herself
think logically, realistically. The universe was not an active being,
it did not bring people together. But...
That didn’t mean she hadn’t stumbled upon Mr. Right purely by accident.
And if that were the case, did she want to throw this night away?
Lordy, why didn’t life come with a road map? Or a crystal ball?
Was that too much to ask? She didn’t need a giant atlas that would
show her every tiny road she might wander down, or a crystal ball that
would tell her every second of her future. Just...something to get
her through to tomorrow morning.
But all she had to guide her was her heart.
She’d felt lonely when she’d walked into this bar. His sexy smile
and easy banter had eased that ache. And his kiss had melted it away
completely. She wanted to hang on to that warmth. And she wanted
to chase his loneliness away, too.
She looked back to find his gaze still on her. She ran a finger down
his jaw, savoring the purely male roughness of his five o’clock shadow,
the deep warmth of his skin. “We could burn this hotel down around
us.”
“We could burn this town down around us. But should we?”
“I know about loneliness, too, cowboy. Know how deep it can sink
into your bones. I don’t want to be alone tonight. Let’s see
what else we have in common besides a love of old cars and good movies.”
He shouldn’t take her up on her invitation. He absolutely shouldn’t.
He’d come to this bar, gotten the same room he got every year so the bartender
would have a place to dump him once he was unconscious, and then he’d headed
to the bar to drink himself into oblivion.
And he’d been well on his way to that blissful unconscious state when he’d
looked up and seen a gray-eyed angel staring at him from across the noisy,
smokey bar. Angel?
Hardly the word that had popped into his brain when he’d first seen her.
The woman had exuded sex. With her sultry gray eyes, bee-stung lips
and lush curves she’d obviously been made for sin. Hot, steamy, sheet-twisting
sin.
And since sheet-twisting sin was his favorite remedy for chasing away the
bleak emptiness that had entered his life four years ago, he’d gotten to
his feet and sauntered over to the barstood next to her.
But after five minutes of conversation, he’d discovered an openness about
her, a guilelessness, a...wholesomeness that had no doubt put the angel
image in his head. And should have had him walking away. Then
and now. Using an angel to hide from the cold barrenness of his life
would undoubtedly get him a few extra years in hell.
But he couldn’t walk away. Not tonight. Her wholesomeness combined
with her overt sexuality was like a warm, thawing breeze. A breeze
he wanted to feel more of. Needed to feel more of......